This is a difficult post to write. But I wanted to share the fact that even size acceptance activists has their bad days.
I went to my doctor today for my regular checkup. I have become considerably more healthy since I gave up dieting with the only health problem (which started when I began low carb dieting) was elevated cholesterol. While my doctor isn't that size accepting, in the past she's been pretty low key of my weight. Her belief had been it is okay to be heavy but not too heavy.
So here I bring good news, I am now off one of my meds, trying to get off a second one, I'm feeling a lot better than I have before. All since I stopped dieting. My only problem was getting rid of that bad cholesterol which I have been working on by eating more vegetables and working to get fit.
So Doctor suddenly harps on my weight. I tell her that I've been fat all my life and maybe that's what I am supposed to be. That I had been dieting for 17 years and all I've gained was 70 pounds. Then she had the nerve to tell me to consider Gastric Lapband surgery. I turned around and literary told her "What? Are you kidding?" I told her how dangerous the surgery was, she argued back that I would be having health problems in the future due to my weight.
Now it gets the part I'm ashamed of, where I was a bad fat activist. I should have left, gotten dressed and walked out.
But I didn't. I couldn't believe that my doctor would recommend surgery WHEN THEY WAS NOTHING WRONG WITH ME!
Even worse, I thought about losing a few pounds after I left her office. Don't worry, I'm back on track. It's more important to get healthy then to lose weight.
Needless to say I'm on the hunt for a new doctor.
In other news: Family Guy made fun of NAAFA and the NAACP. Family Guy, a guilty pleasure of mine, where fat jokes don't bother me because they make fun of everyone mocked NAAFA and NAACP. After Peter realizes he's fat he starts an organization "NAAFP" the "National Association for the Advancement of Fat People." There were many fat jokes, but it's nice to be noticed. :-)
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